I’ve decided to minor in dance at NYU :)

That way I’ll be attending BOTH of NYU’s most prestigious schools, being awesomely creative and having oodles and doodles of fun!

I’m so excited ^.^

~omg, I think I *officially* found my roommates for NYU

THANK GOD.

They seem really cool too ^.^

~omg, I’m so excited for my trip to India this year

It’s the only place I truly feel at peace with myself ♥

~booking my yoga retreat at Isha Yoga during my trip to India

I’m so excited ☺

I keep on seeing all these beautiful girls I follow recovering from their ED and kicking its ass

And I’m sitting here like a twiggy bitch counting calories and still fighting recovery.

I hate myself.

Why isn’t this easier?

fuck anorexia.

I’m done.

I’m so fucking done with this shit.

This weather has me so cheery and nonsensical. Oh how I wish it’d stay this way forever

February 14, 2012

All I’ve learned is how fragile this world is. No relationships last. No one understands.

No one loves me.

It’s me against the world, and it fucking sucks.

December 29, 2011

I have no one.

December 28, 2011

I just want someone to get drunk and smoke with.